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Bel Esprit

by The Idle Persuaders

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1.
Summer’s here and it’s a brand new month Lord, I sure ain’t running’ dry And I’m working’ on my second fifth  Before the fourth of July I was feelin’ like I might’ve lost the fight My head was hangin’ down askew Now I’m certain that I’m missin’ you Like a nail up through my shoe Like a nail up through my shoe I’m kinda hungry but too tired to eat That kitchen’s ten whole feet away ‘Sides I think I had an egg or two And that was only yesterday Day wanes into night  A gradual twilight blight What’s the lie and what is true Now I’m certain that I’m missin’ you Like a nail up through my shoe Like a nail up through my shoe At least I’m outta sight Far from that warming light My heart’s so cold it caught the flu    Now I’m certain that I’m missin’ you Like a nail up through my shoe Like a nail up through my shoe I’m lookin’ forward to when autumn comes  The winter won’t be far behind
2.
Lookin' 03:28
Today I feel a little lazy So I'm probably gonna stay right here in bed Last night I got to actin' crazy I hear I nearly drank 'til I was dead The sufferin' don't end until it's good and through Pulled my hair out by the ends Just seemed like the thing to do Well I get back on my feet and I head back out the door Goin' lookin' for what I'm lookin' for Yeah, lookin' for what I'm lookin' for These songs on the jukebox get me thinkin' About the days that have gone by with out me here And a teardrop in my eyes' got me blinkin' So I guess I'll hide my eyes until it clears The Winter is here in the middle of July I guess that what I fear is the day it all runs dry Well I've seen my better days and my soul's a little sore so I'm Goin' lookin' for what I'm lookin' for Yeah, lookin' for what I'm lookin' for My life's in neutral, my foot is off the gas Didn't win the race but I didn't finish last One day I'll fight again but of that day I am not sure So I'm goin' lookin' for what I'm lookin' for I'll face my shame like an ostrich in the sand I bet God is laughin' at my flawless plan And what I need man you can't get in a store It's time again to bleed but I don't have anymore It once was here but it ran right through my hands So I'm goin' lookin' for what I'm lookin' for Yeah, lookin' for what I'm lookin' for Goin' Lookin' for what I'm lookin' for
3.
Country Song 03:08
I was born in the city, but I love a country song Three chords, sad words, and easy to sing along to That's all you need if you want to be a country song I've been drinkin' since the darkness turned back into the dawn Sippin' on my whiskey and strummin' my guitar That's all you need if you want to be a country song Never had a pickup truck, never had a farm. Never had a cowboy hat or the boots to go along Just a love of my country and an achin' in my heart Three chords, sad words, that's where you've gotta start I was born in the city, but I love a country song Three chords, sad words, and easy to sing along to That's all you need if you want to be a country song That's all you need if you want to be a country song That's all you need if you want to be a country song
4.
I still recall the last time I saw her Standing alone in the rain That mean train comin', takin' my someone Right then I knew life would change Blue eyes teary, the setting quite dreary Tried to be a man, all the same Opened my big mouth, couldn't manage a word She climbed the steps and vanished through the door Her last gaze told me through rain spattered glass That she wouldn't be my baby anymore I'm still his baby, why can't he see inside me It's killing me to close this train's door If only he'd call me or say please don't leave me I'd jump from this train to his love I can't help but wonder if he'd chose me over whiskey If our love could have blossomed into more But he stood there in the rain as my train rolled down the track With tears welled in his blue eyes like before No words from his mouth and the wind against his back He wouldn't be my baby anymore Walkin' home lonely, pullin' on my whiskey Soaked through my bones to my soul Got feelin' tipsy, wonder does she miss me How could I ever let her go Stumblin' and drinkin', bad thoughts I am thinkin' If I had a gun I can't say what I'd do The voices in my head scream out, what do I do now Please give me just a clue, I do implore My timing's piss poor and the notion cuts me deep That she wouldn't be my baby anymore My clearer thought are coming to me now Should I deserve a respite or reprieve Where was my level head when I needed it most If I'd a broken down, would she still leave Combative and drinkin', just barely thinkin' I guess I got just what was in store I'll carry it forever, that last solemn look That said she wouldn't be my baby anymore Regret consumes me, hindsight's twenty twenty When did love become such a chore An empty heart and house is all that it took No, she wouldn't be my baby anymore I screwed the pooch and I did it by the book No, she wouldn't be my baby anymore
5.
We are not strong Still we get along Sometimes doing what others want us to Winged by a prayer Crosses to bear Of, two hearts that never broke on through The ones we love the most must pay the most sometimes Don't make no sense but man its true And If I ever had to make a choice Well, bullets, guns and missiles would not Keep me from you Sometimes we'd fight Never felt right Hurtin' you went agin' my grain The snow is here Grab us a beer and Watch my eyes 'til we go insane Are we just skirtin' 'long The lines 'tween wrong and right Is it so hard just to be true But this I swear that in the sun or dead of night That bullets, guns and missiles would not Keep me from you The ones we love the most must pay the most sometimes Don't make no sense but man its true And if I ever had to make a choice No, bullets, guns and missiles would not Keep me from you No, bullets, guns and missiles would not Keep me from you
6.
Dispatch said there’s a storm ahead it’s coming down in droves Got eighteen miles of downhill drivin', I'm carrying a heavy load Been driving in the rain for hours, could use a real cold beer But I’m gonna have a shot instead if I ever get outta here Been hauling sticks of dynamite through the middle of the night Just lit my final cigarette and my truck just caught on fire Just lit my final cigarette and my truck just caught on fire Now I don’t mind the rain sometimes, especially when I’m high But Heaven’s far away from me. Hell’s fallin’ from the sky Like cats and dogs and ping pong balls crashing down on me The thunder claps, the lightning strikes and I can hardly see This fires getting bigger now and I can't put it out I'm slammin' hard down on the brakes but I'm not slowin' down I'm slammin' hard down on the brakes but I'm not slowin' down Well, Jesus if you're listening, I could use your help right now Help me put this fire out and make my truck slow down I promise I'll start drinkin' less and quit these cigarettes I'll go to church on Sundays and pay off my gambling debts I swear I'll be a better man if you hear my prayer today I know that we don't talk too much, please listen to what I say I know that we don't talk too much, please listen to what I say... and I say Jesus won't you help me make it through This fire's getting bigger now and I don't know what to do This rig of mine ain't slowin' down and I can't see the road Jesus won't you save my truckin' soul, Oh, Jesus won't you help me make it through This fire's getting bigger now and I don't know what to do This rig of mine ain't slowin' down and I can't see the road Jesus won't you save my truckin' soul Oh, Jesus won't you save my truckin' soul Jesus won't you save my truckin' soul I said Jesus, won't you save my truckin' soul I said Jesus, won't you save my truckin' soul Well, I know that I have sinned But I'm always on the road
7.
Listen, I’ll sing you a lullaby It’s sweet and it’s tender so feel free to cry I’m not afraid of no man or no day  It’s nights just like this Alone with no reply Shadow darkened abyss And on every one I die It’s nights just like this that I die A different perspective when the world’s asleep Time to be reflective and even to weep Feel better alone I don’t care what they say It’s nights just like this With mornin’ not even nigh The moonlight’s sensitive kiss And on everyone I die It’s nights just like this that I die My plan for tomorrow’s for it not to come A hymn on a banjo, a dirge on a drum Immersed in the dark one can’t see my black eye It’s nights just like this With nary a star in the sky             ‘Midst dew and settling mist And on every one I die It’s nights just like this that I die My plan for tomorrow’s for it not to come A hymn on a banjo, a dirge on a drum Immersed in the dark one can’t see my black eye It’s nights just like this And lately I’ve just been so shy The maybes and what ifs persist  They can’t say that I never tried One item bucket list Surrender is always nearby It’s nights just like this And on every one I die I likely won’t even be missed It’s nights just like this that I die  
8.
Caroline 03:13
There were times when I thought you were lonely I tried to be more than a friend Then I find out that I'm not the only Man in your life that's been holding your hand Well, I can't deny this feeling inside Making me want you more every day But I'm so confused, am I losing my mind Should I try to get closer or just walk away Oh, my little Caroline The way you move's got me feelin' so fine Am I yours Are you mine Or am I spinning my wheels, or just wasting my time Oh, oh my little Caroline Oh, oh my little Caroline There are times when I look in your eyes I think that maybe, this could be love Then you start talkin' 'bout some other guy And I start to think that enough is enough Oh, my little Caroline The way you move's got me feelin' so fine Am I yours Are you mine Or am I spinning my wheels, or just wasting my time Oh, oh my little Caroline Oh, oh my little Caroline
9.
Bel Esprit 03:24
My thumb is out, I'm walkin' slow The semi horns are blowin' I bat my eyes and smile wide But the cars all keep goin' Wet and cold but not hung dry No, don't feel bad for me Half blind on cheap Chablis I'm my own boss and business sucks for this Poor man's bel esprit, oh, bel esprit A year ago I'd had enough Soul leakin' like a sieve I grew the guts to call my bluff Of a life unfit to live In just another day or two I'll be swimmin' in the sea That warm and turquoise sea What did I do to earn this luck I'm a poor man's bel esprit, oh, bel esprit Pork and beans is fine with me A car stops here and there Eatin' apples off 'a trees I've seen a couple bears I'm sure not rich in most folks' eyes And that's alright by me, at least I'm free Worked some on a loggin' truck I'm a poor man's bel esprit, oh, bel esprit Got shot at once and dove a ditch And damn near stayed down there Someone said my friend from jail Now lives up in Eau Claire Last time that I gave a hoot My beard was a goatee And my buddy's half Pawnee My karma's startin' to feel unstuck I'm a poor man's bel esprit, oh, bel esprit I sofa surf and live potluck I'm a poor man's bel esprit, oh, bel esprit
10.
Seems like lately I've been working so hard, Got no time for affairs of the heart I wanna to tell you baby just how I feel But I just don't know where to start The few moments that we spent alone Were all that I needed to know I want you with me for the rest of my life If I could find the time to tell ya so So baby, if your heart's like mine Maybe we should just leave town We can stroll hand in hand with our toes in the sand Sipping rum as the sun goes down Yeah, baby, if your heart's like mine Maybe we should leave today We'll hop on a plane, have a glass of champagne And we'll throw all our troubles away Saw you in line at the five and dime As I was runnin' by to catch the train You watched me pass through the store front glass With a smile that nearly drove me insane Called you for lunch but you missed the bus Said a rain check will have to do I'm stuck here working double overtime But my mind is only thinking of you So baby, if your heart's like mine Maybe we should just leave town We can stroll hand in hand with our toes in the sand Sipping rum as the sun goes down Yeah, baby, if your heart's like mine Maybe we should leave today We'll hop on a plane, have a glass of champagne And we'll throw all our troubles away Yeah, we'll throw all our troubles away The six weeks since I kissed your cheek Left a longing inside of my heart I wanna feel what I know is real I can't deal with all this time apart My days and nights on the production lines Got me wonderin' what all of it's for So now's the time I'm gonna speak my mind And I'm standing right outside your door So baby, if your heart's like mine Maybe we should just leave town We can stroll hand in hand with our toes in the sand Sipping rum as the sun goes down Yeah, baby, if your heart's like mine Maybe we should leave today We'll hop on a plane, have a glass of champagne And we'll throw all our troubles away Yeah, we'll throw all our troubles away Yeah, we'll throw all our troubles away
11.
I've been workin' hard to act like it don't matter Tryin' to tell myself things will be alright Doing all I can to push you from my memory When I just wanna be with you tonight It's a full time job distractin' myself nightly And an uphill climb, this battle that I fight When all I want's to hold you baby in my lovin' arms I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you darlin' Sometimes feels like there ain't no relief in sight My heart feels like a thumb smashed by a hammer, oh yeah I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you tonight I've been tossin' in my bed, I can't get comfy It'd been playin' down my pain to call it light You'd be doin' all my friends a great big favor I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you darlin' Sometimes feels like there ain't no relief in sight My heart feels like a thumb smashed by a hammer, oh yeah I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you tonight I'd pop a pill if I thought it would help me I've been boilin' hot and gettin' tired of bein' polite When I just wanna holler from the highest mountain top I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you tonight I long to feel your soothin' breath on my skin I have sat up watchin' you all night I would sleep a thousand years, but I don't think it'd help I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you my darlin' Sometimes feels like there ain't no relief in sight My heart feels like a thumb smashed by a hammer, oh yeah, oh yeah And I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you tonight I just wanna be with you tonight

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released May 27, 2017

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The Idle Persuaders Los Angeles, California

In 2015 Matt Bauder and Cole Fraley met in Los Angeles and The Idle Persuaders were born.
Both from Pennsylvania, their musical styles meshed to create their "Pennsyl-tucky-fornia" hillbilly country sound.

Loss, love, heartbreak and redemption fuel their album, Bel Esprit and reflect the people and places that form their lives, souls and musical ambitions.
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